Today I feel trapped a little. I am in a relationship and unhappy due to many reasons. We are both on the lease and neither of us working and stressed to due it. If it came down to it she has a place to go but if I left I would end up homeless and that is a scary feeling knowing you have really no one out there. It makes you look back and wonder how you gotten to where you are and how you didnt see it coming. I didnt lose friends due to screwing them over or anything like that but I am a home body and just lost touch with them throught out time. 5 yrs ago or so this wouldnt have happened. I just want to start over somewhere brand new and when I get back on track meet the person I will marry. I am yet to find her. First I need to fix my immediate situation and get on track. No woman wants a broke man  If anyone who has been in a similar situation or has any good ideas I am all ears. Or if any lovely lady wants to move me out of here I will do that as well lol.. jk.